i hate having blog

i hate having a blog because i did not know why i should have it.

i hate it because i never know what i should do with it.

i hate my blog because i did not have a new post andd i dont know what i should post.

andd right now i am very dissapointed because it seems that what i want, i cant have it.

i cant get it as i did not know how to get it.

and right now, what i really want is to spend money for something that i really want.

and what i want right now is baju raya, tudung, flip flop, flats andd idk >.<

andd it kinda so hard for me to have them as i am the type of choosy yet simple person.

i wore same tudung, same bag, same jeans, same baju everyday.

because, i love to buy things, and just leave it in the almari.

i love to buy things yet i love to wear the same things that i wore i mean almost everyday.

HAHA. i am that type of girl.

many of my baju, i wore it like once or twice, then i just dont know where they are.

i hate to ransack things. so it went missing and its okay with me :)

many of my baju/selendang (too), i bought them, and i give it to friends, or sisters.

i just find it nice and bought it. but not on me. 

and i'm happy to give it to person that deserve them :D

humphh, right now i just don't know what to do.

i am so malas on doing works, but so rajin on doing this.

andd now, i feel more and moreeee lega as i am not thinking of what i'm thinking before wrote this.

HAHAHA. and right now, i just dont know what am i thinking about just now.

(already remember it) and i realized that in my penulisan, there are so many anddd.

waaahh. andd much, huhh?

love, me 

Layakkah aku menjadi bidadari syurga ?

Thanks god, finally i found this book.

Serious lame gile dah aku cari buku ni as kat dalam paper dulu ade cakap yang kite duk dengar lagu Isabella, tapi tau ke ape cite di sebalik lagu tu.

and akhir nya aku jumpa dan akhirnya aku habis bace. 

wehheeeee :D

Review ; 

Novel menarik yang mengisahkan tentang seorang gadis kristian bernama Isabella, seorang anak perempuan kepada seorang ketua paderi terkenal di Cordova, bandar indah yang penuh sejarah di Sepanyol.  Isabella mempelajari dan mendalami dengan penuh teliti tentang agamanya, Kristian. Sentiasa mencuba untuk mencari kebenaran dalam agama tersebut dan berusaha menghayati prinsip-prinsip agama yang dianuti oleh keluarganya itu. Hinggalah datangnya sebuah cahaya kebenaran di mana satu keraguan menyusupi hidupnya tentang kejanggalan agama Kristian yang dianutinya.

Isabella adalah sebuah lagenda yang menjadi isi sejarah perbandingan Islam dan Kristian yang panjang. Kegigihannya dalam mencari keyakinan telah menjadi inspirasi  jutaan wanita seluruh dunia.

She sacrifices everything for Islam .

dan akuu ?

note-to-self ; 

aku tak baik, tapi aku cuba cari perkara baik. aku cube menjadi seorang yang baik. 

aku harap ditingkatkan iman dan mati di dalam Islam .

dan siapa siapa yang nak pinjam dialukan :)

k, bye

tak de ape. saje nak update. dah setengah tahun tak update kan. 


ok, bye

Malaysia. Negaraku

I love Malaysia for the peace.
I love Malaysia for the food.
I love Malaysia for the people.
I love Malaysia for the culture.
I love Malaysia for the races.
I love Malaysia for the languages.
I love Malaysia for the beaches.
I love Malaysia for the forest.
I love Malaysia for the 'garisan Khatulistiwa'.
I love Malaysia for all the positive thing a country should have.

and I hate Malaysia for the pollution, massive traffic jam and POLITICS.

humph, I have express my feeling. Thanks :)
*and still - dimana bumi dipijak, di situ langit dijunjung dan hujan emas di negeri orang, hujan batu di negeri sendiri. lebih baik negeri sendiri. Proud to be Malaysian